i feel bad....

each and everytime after reading your blog, i feel i'm evil, mean, selfish and ...

i admit i'm stupid enough to look at your blog but curiousity kills. love is not about everything, y cann't you just let it go?

i cann't deny that i have phobia to reject some1 or to know some1 have feelings towards me. it just something happens in the past and i cann't get over it. so what i usually does when some1 confess is to act like nth happen and try to lie to myself that he was just joking.

some people always say how sad they feel to face rejection but have you guys ever thought of the feeling of the person who rejected you?

love is evil that's all i can say.

this post may sounds a little emo but i'm fine just slightly frustrated!

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kem kepimpinan

its hard to describe my feeling through words. you need to experience it yourself.

day 1

once we arrived at the destination, all of us was like telling each other you gonna be kidding me if this is the campsite because the place was so small and it doesn't looks like it can accomodate 100++ people. as usual, the camp started off with choosing penghulu and penghuluwati. you won't wan to know what happen because it was seriously funny when suraya said "pemimpin-pemimpin sedia" (ask her if you wan to know to complete story) hahas!!

after splitting into groups and arranged our stuff into the dom, we had lunch and blah blah blah...

couldn't sleep at night because i ter-slept during the night activity. william called me because i'm out of credit to text him. he told me how he met accident and blah blah blah. it was had to talk because i had to whisper to the phone since phone is not allowed in the camp and some of them were sleeping.

day 2

woke up at 5.45? thanks to those inconsiderate people making so much noise. haha!!

after that, we had to kumpul at the padang for the activity 5 perhentian.

kumpulan 6 and 7 dibubarkan so i entered group 2.

the 1st station was kawat. which they will randomly pick any people to give command. yea... i was choosen... (unfortunately). haha! what happen later you won't wan to know... thanks to suthan who talked to the tree...

blah blah blah.....

finished!!! balik rumah time.... i x payah naik bas because i followed deevesh car.. =p

*end of story*

Tired~

So tired today~and lazy~Feel so sleepy~

Random post...

Curi-curi take punya

blogging again...

i'm bored enough to spam my own blog... haha!!

just bored...

i have no idea what should i do right now.... there's tons imcomplete homework but i just too lazy to do them.

i'm just making this random post to keep my blog alive. that's all~~~~ nightz ppl

what a "wonderful" school....

let me tell my dear readers abt how " wonderful" is my school...

1st of all... lets get started with the tandas rules... my school toilet is all locked up and each class is only allow to a certain toilet.. how nonsense is that? in case of emergency? pee in the pants? haha!!

secondly, e-dicipline.... e-dicipline is all about recording every single misbehave of student on9. guess what? highlighter is not allow... if our highlighter got confiscate.. the school will phone our parents to claim it back and it will be recorded in the e-dicipline... don't you think that's pretty much ridiculous? not forgetting... we are also not allow to bring jacket to school... '

thirdly, our sivik exam.... sivik used to be some kind of exam which students doesn't have to study. but how... we have to read our buku peraturan in order to pass... answers must be exactly like the 1 in the buku peraturan in order to get it right.... that is just VERY VERY S-T-U-P-I-D!

not forgetting, every students is compulsory to buy a small note book with the school name on it to record whatever announcement.. that stupid little book cost 80 cents!! the 1 in the book shop is only 50 cent each!

this is just part of it... my school gonna be more and more "wonderful"... just stay back and wait...

thanks to HOO LAI LAI!!

what a sunday...

woo~~ sunday school begins.....

the day before teacher ask us to bring folk and spoon... haha!! does that suppose to mean folk or fork? lolz... what a spelling

the whole class is abt sharing stories.. quite fun!! and there goes the climax for the class!!

EATING CAKE TIME!! hehe!!

new way of eating cake : every1 gather arond the table.. grab a spoon... 1.. 2.. 3... eat!! haha!! 1st time eating cake like that.. not bad.. you guys should try.. haha!!

ring ring!!>> class over... time for breakfast before mass... so boring.. all my friends got chinese youth meeting.. so left me and my sis alone.... ++ ben is not around... so i don know who to hang out with.. just walking here and there waiting for time to pass...

finally mass time!!
beep beep~ incoming message from aaron : eh.. your lao gong is in my church ler.. hahaha!!

i was like what!? haha!! he never meet him b4 how can he know its him? lolz... but it was really ben... haha!! lolz.. so pro....

went to makan after mass.. was in a rush bcoz drum class is at 1... and then.. that's all~~ haha!!

new year!!!

wee~~ me and my son!!
does he looks old or i just looks too young?

woke in early in the morning to go to 9am mass...
then after that headed to kelana jaya lrt to go to time square...
haha!
the day b4 that, my sister and i buat kajian which train to take. takut sesat.
1st time mar...

i was hoping to take the new train.. then pulak.. the old 1.. haiz.. dissapointment

after that we changed to monorel and i saw this!! hand sanitizer....
then i started to play with it pulak... ppl was staring but who cares... just abt to take pic then train come... ish! bad timing... so i simply take and go...
meet up with cheryl and charles at the cinema ticket counter... then we headed for arcade!!!

look at my sis dance para-para.. haha!! it looks stupid...
cheryl and 1 played too!! i missed everything..(don't laugh). thank god no 1 was staring...
this punching machine also not bad la... but i only got 2 miles per seconds? lolz...
it doesn't mean i'm not strong... i x aim nicely...

then after that my sis friends finally came!! my crazy son-randy and the nerd-hussaini...
camwhore for sometimes b4 heading towards cinema.. haha!!
i got 2 body guard(randy and hussaini) to send me over to cinema bcoz cheryl and charles went b4 me bcoz i might lost my way.. haha!!

cheryl, charles and i watched bandslam... so boring... almost fell asleep.. whose idea to watch that? cheryl's.. haha!!

my sis + 3 of the bf went to watch alvin and the chipmunks... after the show they cann't stop with their tri-pets(not sure that spelling).. but its just funny...

went papa john to makan after the movie.. as you know.. my son is hungry... we order set meal for 4 person but there is 7 of us... (kita org miskin mar.. ) haha!! jk jk...

that guy in the pic is stupid... hate him!! that's y i didn't even mention abt him in the whole post besides this pic...

quite expensive la~ 5 drinks + 1 piza + 6 pieces of bread stick + 1 i don know what

cost around 60++ lerh!!
lepas makan... x tau apa nak buat so cheryl suggest to watch princess and frog.. but i malas la.. then nak play bowling.. ada org kata expensive... so plan to go to sri petaling carefour to play...

then we took train and blah blah blah... sampai sana.....
haiz...
bowling per game RM 5.30 + RM 2 for shoes
also very expensive... so wanted to sing k... but me and charles refuse to enter..
haha!! after discussing for so long.. both of us plan to go mc donald to sit..

sampai je mc donald.. they called and say they and not going to sing k already...
bcoz its EXPENSIVE too!! 50 bucks per person? sot ar? lolz....

so... ended up... we came all the way from ts to carefour but buat nth...

10 of my friends suppose to come... but ended up.. 3 only... then rest are my sister's friend... was hoping my leng zai to come.. then last minute dia pulak kata x blh... sad sad T.T.. haha!!
overall ok la.. bcoz my son was there!! hehe~~~


that's all for today... =p..
going to bed right now

christmas celebration...

went back to hometown for christmas celebration(family tradition)

woke up early to get ready..
but i didn't know we are only leaving in the afternoon~~


went back with this sleepy face...
plus huge eye bags because the night before i didn't sleep well

reached malacca around 2...
then we went to malacca town..
makan cendol + ais kacang + cendol only go to grandma's place..



PRESENT TIME!!!!
this i what i'm always looking forward for

haha! my cute little doesn't wan to let go her present

lots of present.. each of us got around 4 presents each

christmas tree at my grandma's hse

fruit cake which my aunt bought from shangri-la hotel
cost RM 150
but its a little too sweet

look at the cute little doggy...
i'm craving for soft toy with a shape of a dog... but my cousin got this
haiz.. damn jealous....

lolz.. camwhore right after i'm awake on the 2nd day
cute right that minnie?
but my cousin doesn't like it.. she prefer that dog

another cousin of mine...
busying with psp...
that's y his mom doesn't wan to buy 1 for him

went back KL on the 25th..after visitinng my uncle's new house
just a short visit to malacca....


tata..
that's all abt my christmas....
my aunty complain i text a lot.. haha!!
that was bcoz i'm just too bored....

Im lazy Pig

HArlo~~!!!Lol~Rina the lazy pig ask me ( aaron ) to blog for her~ i don know wat to type also~ XD

confirmation camp

11 december 2009 - 13 december 2009...

confirmation camp in held in villa dominic, genting

DAY 1!

snack in the dom.. weee~~ so much junk!

50++ participants only

can you spot me?

muahaha!! the hyper hyper ppl...

who doesn't wan to go to bed after the activities!!

haha!! ah pek!

ivan= womanizer!! haha!!

aaron-me-paul

john john.. he just somehow looks like chicken little to me..

Bz taking pic with ppl.. haha!!

my aaron leng zai...

and again... my leng zai.. haha!!

DAY 3!!

dancing b4 we depart from genting...

here comes the akward part....

look at the pic.....

i'm the 1 in blue jacket....

was holding hands with my leng zai....

dancing happily......

then........

some1 got jealous... and stand between me and my leng zai......

(they was just fooling around) .. lolz

and they drag my leng zai away.... haha!!

so it turns out..

i'm holding hand with the guy in black shirt.... :(

group pic b4 bye-bye... hahaha!!

time square with ben and sean

woke up late. so my make up was in a mess. mascara takes a long time to put on so i decided to use fake lashes instead.
1st time went out with fake lashes..

i'm not the 1 who was late.. ben was late too! we are suppose to meet at bukit jalil station at 10 but i reached the station at 10.20 like that.. waited for ben... such a gentlement to make a leng lui wait... haha!!

guess what i saw when i step up the train? 3 leng luis... and a leng zai...haiz...

siapa lagi kalau bukan chiam, mi hui, shirley and choon sien...
rajin sia~~ they are going for tuition..

yea~~ they are teasing me all the way...

went to ts.. don know what to do.. searching for pharmacy bcoz i need to buy some medcine... we couldn't find any so we walk to sungai wang..

then we walk back to ts again.. don know what to do... went to borders.. look at the bridal magazine.. haha!! sean ring ben when we are looking at the magazine.. then ben told him he was choosing gown for his lao po... haha!! go die la.. he got so many girls.. lolz

met sean.. he is not what i imagine... with long fringe and not bad looking la...

watch love happen.. then blah blah blah.. lazy to write already

view the pic from down to up k? haha

blur blur @@ hard to camwhore in the train

woos~~ met cheryl.. went arcade with her bcoz i'm bored...

he and his huge present!! merry christmas

ben's new earing.. so gay.. haha!

sean is showing off his ass

haiz.. i'm so short..

look at the snow man!!

cantik x?

realise 1 thing.. forget to take pic with sean...

无聊时写的

不知道怎么形容我的心情。。。

感觉好烦哦哦。。。

不知怎么解释的烦感。。

总而言之很烦就是了。。。

很烦。。。

很烦。。。

超级无敌的烦。。。

我到底是不明白你还是不明白我自己？

我摸不透你再想什么。。

是这样？

那样？

还是真麽样？

你可以不可以明确一点啊？

不要让被人误会你对他们又好感。。

还好聪明的我没有上当！！

喜喜

但以目前我所知。。。已经有好几个女生对你有误解了。。。

我是以朋友的身份来跟你劝你的。。。

我虽然没有特别注明这使写给谁的。。。

但希望你心知睹明吧。。。

*********on the phone....********

muahaha!! i feel much better now after a long conversation on the phone with guy D...

told him how i felt abt that guy i mention above..

he cheer me up...

well.. guy D is super hot.. but he is super loyal when he has a gf unlike the useless guy above.. haha!!

some guys are useless.. they just don't worth to be 烦abt..

guy D is the 1st person that pop up in my mind when i'm moody. this isn't the 1st time i look for him when i'm unhappy... sometimes i couldn't stand his ego but i just love to talk to him.. too bad he doesn't have a house phone or else i'll call him everyday.. haha!!

who say girls are hard to understand? guys are worst...

they are just so cunning..

playboy...

liar...

and blah blah blah....

that's all for today.. i don think the useless guy i mention above will read my blog..

even if he read i don think he will suspect he is the 1 i'm talking abt

hehe!!

anyway don ask me who...

i won't tell

go and ask guy D...if you know who's that...

(so sleepy... no idea what i'm typing)

tata!

nitez

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeell..got "forced" into blogging by KuanNa and Chiam lor..T_T hahaha..
sad horr? kena bully by themm.. xD haha..
dunno wad they do..hypnotise me into agreeeee-ing to blog..T_T
im like suppose to revive this dead blog.. xD hahaha..
started at 9:25pm..lets see how long im gonna take to write my 1st blog post.. xD

[= wah lao..why all the old post so long de.. @@" =]

so wad m i suppose to write? O_O"
err..write wad i do today 1st lor..(i think dats wad everyone write..haha..)

soo..
woke up at 8 today cuz of my alarm..suppose to go play basketball..
buuuut....woke up and saw/heard was raining..T_T(actually abit happi inside lor..wahaha..cuz so lazy to get up..hehe..xD)
so i called my fren tell him its raining blah blah blah..put down the phone and went back to slp..^^ haha..
den woke up again at..................................................forgot wad time liao...
anyways...woke up den went fb-ing lor..
after at..at 2..went out yamcha wif fren(sean and loong)..too sien at home adi..
went OLD TOWN where we always go..sit..chat..sit..chat..@@"
haha..after a while felt a bit sien oso..so went CC..haha..
den..got back like 7..
blah blah blah..had dinner..showered..watch bit of tv....
denn.....
denn......
DENN.....!!
im here blogging..hahaha.. xD

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nice anot eh? hahaha..
haiyoo..why still look so short compared to the other post.. xD
but nvm la..
since its my 1st time..
not bad alreadi laa hor??
veri good effort..xD
give myself a 99/100 for it..hahaha!!! xD

so this will be the end of my 1st post..^^
so proud of myself..hahaha!! xD

ohh yaa..forgot..now is 10.10pm..
so means...................i took...45mins on this post..^^
haha..dunno is long or short..xD

kay laa..realli the end liao.. ^^
bye readers..haha.. xD

and Good Night...(although im not goin slp yet la..)

lalalalalalala...== haha..so colourful.. xD (like a little kid liddat..haha..)

highlight of biology lesson (21st of oct)

something that we have been looking forward finally occour today ... DISSECTion!!

ya so.. we went to school with our frogs, mice and i brought minnie(my big fat rat). yan brought 3 little mice which are too adorable and too small to dissect so we ended up playing with it all day long even when teacher was teaching. the three small mice with 3 different colour so we name it mimi, momo and mumu i guess(er.. cann't rememeber the exact name). it pee on yan kuan when she was playing with it. HAHA!! and it shit everywhere!! eww! but of course not on me.. blah..blah.. blah. ok skip skip abt the rat....

ian lai brought 6 medium size frogs to school. well. as usual the naughty me go and disturb frog. out of sudden the frog hop and i made a loud , ear-piercing type of scream which gain attention from everyone. haha!! so sorry for ian and kok pin because i was sitting very close to them. i wonder is kok pin traumatice with my scream after the coffin movie? HEHE!! Afiqah brought two real frog to school( those type which are not edible). I suspect one of them having stiff neck because the head like slant one side. and wen chun er.. kinda made a huge sacrifice for his king of frog. he got injured all over just to get the king of frog.. kinda pityful...

TA-DA!! here come the dissection part. they place all the frogs in an aquarium and sin ye pour the chloroform into it. those frog started to hop here and there trying to escape. it was so disgusting when i'm suppose to get 1 of those unconcious frog to dissect. it was SO DISGUSTING +++ HORIBLE even just to look at it. but the whole dissecting process was considerably ok(not as disgusting as taking out the fainted frog from the aquarium because you won't have to look at it ugly face)

the frog was kinda bored. so yan and me decided to move on to dissect my big fat rat name MINNIE!! teacher ask me twice whether do i really wan to dissect it and i was kinda undecide to do or not to do but since i bought it so what to point if i don't dissect it? i was suppose to put the chloroform at its nose to make it unconcious and to kill it. i was so heartache to see it suffer and yan also couldn't bare to kill it. it was even worst when i accidently touch some of the chloform on its eye and it started to bleed so my tears roll down as well. i'm not sure did i cried like waterfall or like a baby. i cann't stop crying so yan have to do the evil job all alone. haha!! then my bio teacher was like " tadi i tanya you betul betul nak bunuh ke tak nak. kata nak. tapi skrg nangis pulak." aiyo.. like this type of stuff can control 1 meh?

tears non stop rolling from my eyes. so this gentlement in my class help me to wipe off my tears.
wait!! you do not have any eye problem. there's really a gentlement in my class who help me to wipe off my tears~!! guess who? haha!!

poor little minnie lose all its organ because of the curiousity of 4b students. it was done by YAN KUANna. but rat has common organ as the human beings so dissecting it was to huge gain for the 4B students. THANK YOU MINNIE FOR YOUR SACRIFICTION. photos will be uploaded soon(few only which are the not so gross 1)

tata.. that's all for now.

1 day trip to malacca

went to malacca yesterday for shopping!!

at first i'm suppose to wake up at 5 so that i'll be able to malacca malacca early enought for dim sum but my whole family were too lazy to get up. started our joerney at 7.

after visiting some of my relative house then we went mahkota parade for shopping. haha!! my dad complain i buy lots of stuff but he bought more. he bought 3 pairs of shoes and he call that little? haha.. i have no idea what type of shoe he bought. all i know it was 1 pair of nike and 2 pairs of reebox black shoes. gosh!! me and my sis are in love with 1 pair of adidas shoe(pic below).. but the shoe didn't have our size.. sad.. sad..

next we headed towards my grandparent's hse. gosh!! i love the bulldog man! so naughty and adorable although it looks a bit horrible.. i'll upload the pic later...

all i did in malacca was eat.. visit.. eat.. visit.. eat.. shop.. eat.. eat.. and eat..

i'm so gonna be fat fat!!

that's all i'm blogging for today...

gosh!! i love this pair of adidas shoe man!

but too bad they don't have my size

muah!!!

i'm awesome!!

look at that Tee!!

it suits her!!


bye bye... abt to watch ps i love you...!!